Well, maybe not flowers. Where has mommermom gone?
This is not meant to be another sad story about why I have not been blogging for these past months. No excuses. Many of you have had circumstances that might have interfered with your blogging and yet….you kept on blogging….so no excuses.
It really comes down to one thing-
DO I REALLY WANT TO CONTINUE WITH MY BLOG?
I have asked myself this question many times. I have felt guilty, made excuses to myself, and simply could not answer that question. At least in my absence of first few months I kept up with my favorite bloggers and then poof! I could not even manage to do that very much.
I thought about the years I blogged, the time and effort I had put into my posts, my increased followers, the friendships I established, the interesting posts I was missing and yet I still could not seem to settle down to either read nor post. Then, I read an honest post from The Blue Jangmi and she grabbed my attention immediately! I realized I could come clean. I could throw myself on the mercy of my blogging friends and community to ask for forgiveness.
Okay here goes. Please forgive me for disappearing so abruptly, for ignoring your heartfelt posts, for deleting you from my inbox often without more than a cursory glance, for allowing myself to think I was too busy or whatever to stay connected. I apologize that you were kind enough to follow me and I was simply… unavailable.
So, you might ask, will I continue with my blog? I want to but I don’t want to make a promise that I might not keep. I do promise, however, to be honest about my decision. If you are willing to hang in there with me a bit longer, I would be grateful. As you well know a bunch of hard work goes into blogging! I could not bear to be a half-hearted blogger so for me it is all in or it is out! I might need a little time to catch up with you all so patience is appreciated.
Thank you dear friends, fellow bloggers, and visitors.